Monday, March 8, 2010

工作后感

Stepped into the second week of my first job. Truly to say, adding to Monday Blues, I really dislike Monday. Recently, I really feel very tired without any believable and convincing reason. Just feel that there's no mood and motivation to do things and engross in my job now. Perhaps the most convincing excuse was because of my A Level result. It was released on last Friday. Although the result is something quite expected but what I really expect was a better result. I really think I can make it at last but I failed to accomplish my task. I really feel quite disappointed although the result isn't that bad. It's still at least can save me a place in NUS or NTU depending on courses. But I think I would not offered the course that I want the most. I believe I have well-prepared to face any challenges in university in the future (more than anyone). I am so looking forward to study in NUS now. I hope I can get into NUS or NTU or SMU as planned.

Hope that I can chat with Keith now. I think I gave him disappointment also. He predicted me that I can get at least C for GP and we worked so hard towards this target. He supported me so much before A Level and gave me many useful comments and advice before examination. I feel so sorry now. He encourages me to work harder from now toward future (at least in near future). He so believe in me and I shall not disappoint him anymore. I have to work hard starting from now. I look forward to meet him again with a huge change of myself in the near future. I need to show him my great improvement in thoughts and emotion management and most importantly my English. Here, I have to advise all my juniors that if anyone wants to study in Singapore after secondary, they have to really brush up their English, otherwise they will suffer a lot after settling there. Seriously, I regret that I never prepare myself fully enough in terms of English language before I went to Singapore. I believe I can strive excellence if I get into university then. Jia You!!:-)

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