Diary for 30.3.2010

Tue-raining
I left only eight days before i stop teaching in SMKYP.Unwittingly, I have been teaching in SMKYP for (to be accurate) 16 days. There are sweet and sour moment. Everyday is a challenging day! I have to say that, nowadays the students are no longer as last time. At least they're disciplined and well-behaved more than now. Can we imagine the time we had when we're still secondary students a few years ago? Now, the students can just ignore the teachers, no matter how hard they teach. They're walking along the corridor when their lessons are still going on. They play truant just like we have rice for meals. They vandalise school's properties without thinking much of the consequences. Everyday, the teachers have to deal with these problems. Being a secondary teacher is really a tough task. However, there are still something that I find interesting from teaching. It's really a good experience.

One week holidays ahead.

Yeah, finally I have one week holiday for me to have enough rest and concern about my application to universities. Recently I found little time to watch out with application so it's my time to concern about my future now..

Fri-Last day in school before vacation. Heard that there will be spot check by the prefects in school. Many students suddenly approached me and asked me to help them to keep their handphone. Of course, I never help them. I just wonder how dare they ask me to help them since I can report them to discipline master. Nowadays, students just behave like that..no discipline and not showing respect to teachers..I feel it's hard to teach secondary's children anymore..I can only know the hardship of being a teacher after i gain experience myself. Everyday, we can see students get caught by their parents for playing computer games in cyber cafe. Not only that, they are ignorant towards teachers and even ask teachers to go and die!!..We really can't imagine that if we never be a teacher before i guess.
Also, I helped teachers to move their place to new house!!Never thought that I can witness this incident and get involved in it. The new place is air-conditioned. I guess it would be a good place to stay in for teachers.:-)
Sat-All sisters came back from their places. One from KL and one from SG. Mummy cooked penang laksa and we enjoyed it very much. There left a lot of leftover and we asked friends to help us to finish it.
Sun(today)-My cousin's whole family came to my house. Every year, they will gather at my house during QING MING JIE. This year, they came earlier because there's one week holiday ahead. My house was filled with people today. Busy chatting with them...
Now, I feel so tired and I want to sleep!
Our dearest Datuk Lee Chong Wei will be fighting for All England Champion in his history! Hope he can make it to the last although my LIN DAN lost before reaching finals!!JIAYOU!!

工作后感

Stepped into the second week of my first job. Truly to say, adding to Monday Blues, I really dislike Monday. Recently, I really feel very tired without any believable and convincing reason. Just feel that there's no mood and motivation to do things and engross in my job now. Perhaps the most convincing excuse was because of my A Level result. It was released on last Friday. Although the result is something quite expected but what I really expect was a better result. I really think I can make it at last but I failed to accomplish my task. I really feel quite disappointed although the result isn't that bad. It's still at least can save me a place in NUS or NTU depending on courses. But I think I would not offered the course that I want the most. I believe I have well-prepared to face any challenges in university in the future (more than anyone). I am so looking forward to study in NUS now. I hope I can get into NUS or NTU or SMU as planned.

Hope that I can chat with Keith now. I think I gave him disappointment also. He predicted me that I can get at least C for GP and we worked so hard towards this target. He supported me so much before A Level and gave me many useful comments and advice before examination. I feel so sorry now. He encourages me to work harder from now toward future (at least in near future). He so believe in me and I shall not disappoint him anymore. I have to work hard starting from now. I look forward to meet him again with a huge change of myself in the near future. I need to show him my great improvement in thoughts and emotion management and most importantly my English. Here, I have to advise all my juniors that if anyone wants to study in Singapore after secondary, they have to really brush up their English, otherwise they will suffer a lot after settling there. Seriously, I regret that I never prepare myself fully enough in terms of English language before I went to Singapore. I believe I can strive excellence if I get into university then. Jia You!!:-)