Thursday, February 25, 2010

A big challenge ahead

There will be a big challenge ahead for me. I have been confirmed to be chinese relief teacher at SMKYP. I have to start working on Monday..:-)
Just get a call from Huang Shu Lian lao shi in the evening. I was taking my nap. No much surprise as I have more chance to get this job. I started to improve my Chinese language these few days. Luckily, I still remember what I memorise few years ago..haha
Tomorrow i have to meet lao shi to get some preparation first before monday. Never think of the government will be my first boss..haha..Yeah.jia you for my first job!:-P

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

复杂的心情

I feel quite uneasy these few days..I have to make some small conclusion here for the reasons I have been like that..
Firstly, I have not been playing badminton for so many days already..My hands are very itchy to play badminton now. Since AIBI went to Australia to further his studies, we lack of people to play mixed doubles as usual and no one be our chauffeur anymore..:-P.Sincerely hope that he would enjoy the life there and have fun with his university life at Australia.
Secondly, my A-level results should be releasing soon..Normally, it would be released by early of March, so i think this year would be around the same too...To me, this is a very important moment because it take essential role to fulfill my dream. Hopefully, the result can guarantee me an entry proof to NUS this year..:-P Recently, I also wonder if I screw up my A level, what should I do the next.As it has chance to happen in my life (hopefully not at all), I think I should take some precautions so that I wont be so disappointed then...But truly to say, I really wonder where I can go to further my studies then...Hopefully I can get a sponsor to support me financially to study in Australia also-just like AIBI.
Thirdly, I would have most chance to be a chinese relief teacher in SMKYP! Truly to say, this is one of the most important factors which screwed up my days recently. I wonder how I be a teacher and some more a secondary teacher! I really have no much confidence as I really never imagine I would be a teacher (although is just for temporary) in the future. I really worry about my ability.But I know this would be a very good experience for me before stepping into university as I can train my courage and oral presentation skills. And I know it's not easy to have this chance in anyone's life. That's why I have to appreciate this opportunity given by Huang Shu Lian Lao Shi. If I get this job, I can also enjoy more holidays also..:-)
But meanwhile, Hong Sin also offered me a job vacancy which i think I prefer more! I hope to get this job also but i think the chance is quite low...:-(
Being a relief teacher is really a challenging task now. I wonder if I would become a responsible teacher. I wonder if wont get any complaints from the students. I wonder if i get bully by the students..For so many wonders, I really hope that everything will be very smooth and I manage to go over this big and challenging hurdle ahead.JIA YOU!!:-D