secret feeling

Really quite busy recently..I'm helping up in my dad's shop..
My sister said I be the financial controller(a nice name:))
actually I never ever have the "power" to manage the shop well.
I still have to consult my parents before i make any transaction...
but i actually gained a lot of experience at the shop..

however, i really think i am quite useless this time round coz i seldom touch any educational materials for so long time...
I really plan many things to do to maximise my spare time after my exam...but now i am quite helpless to do those things coz i dont know how to initialize or continue those things...
really think that i am quite helpless and useless....

But i think time can change anything..I think for now i just wait for something very important in my life--my luck!
that's very important in everyone's life..everyone needs it!
so when my luck and chance approach me..i think i will become useful again and i will be fulled with energy and passion to do anything i want to do!

Chinese New Year is approaching!!yeah yeah..that means i also gotta busy for this time round!haha.....jia you ba...gambateh!!:D